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University is fucking killing me

This has got to be the worst feeling ever. I feel so hopeless right now. I feel that whatever im doing amounts to nothing. Lately I’ve just been through so much crap. I wish I was doing better financially. I wish I had a companion or someone to be with. I wish I was getting better marks on my assignments. Cause lately life has been just throwing me into a pit like hole day after day and I’m unable to crawl out. Whats the point of working so hard on assignments only to have them blow up in your face? Whats the point of looking good when people ignore you anyways? Whats the point of playing guitar if no one is there to appreciate it. I feel so useless right now and so alone. There’s nothing I can do to stop this torrentious tide from blowing me out to sea. So I pray to God and I pray to myself everyday, that it will get better. Someday I can put this all behind me and learn from my mistakes. I pray that this someday will come soon.