New Site and updates

Yea ok for those of you who weren’t aware, I have a website at and its an anime website yesh for all you hardcore otaku fans. also is my band …

In case you’ve been wondering where I have been these days, I’ve been working two jobs, gigging with my band, studying to get over 90% on each test, applying for scholarships, badminton practice & supervising kids, and updating my new site Yeah, visit it and leave me props. =).

Look! Gofish updated his site. He now uses his mind control powers to make you go to it. He knows that your mind is thinking of the url and is now clicking on the link now. He now surmises that you will sign his guestbook, and will eventually help him take over the world. Muhaha.

Don’t ask. Comment. =). Yes I know its random, I also have a new layout out. Go to it. Comment. =).

School sux…so much hw =.= I have a whole ISU book to read…and I have a 72 in english (WTF, I clearly had over 80 on all my tests, that 72 is purely derived from my essay, which I only got a 72 on because I didn’t have enough examples, unfair!). So yeah not much else besides school…I moved my website to, It is SO much better without popups/banners :). Oh yeah, and <3: [caption id="attachment_2053" align="aligncenter" width="597"]Monterey Stratocaster Monterey Stratocaster[/caption]


Happy Chinese New Years

Happy Chinese new years. If you care about this message, then please comment. =)

Edit: Just watched the Ah my goddess movie. What can I say? It really tugs at the heartstrings and makes me want to hug my imaginary girlfriend. Anyways, the moral of that story is “Love emboldens those who embrace it and corrupts those who fear it”. Take note of that.

Edit: New layout and my site is updated. check it out.


Only Fear can defeat Life

“Only fear can defeat life. It is a clever, treacherous adversary, how well I know. It goes for your weakest spot, which it finds with unerring ease…you dismiss your last allies: hope and trust. There, you’ve defeated yourself. Fear, which is but an impression, has triumphed over you…you must fight hard to shine the light of words upon it. Because if you don’t, if your fear becomes a wordless darkness that you avoid, perhaps even manage to forget, you open yourself to further attacks of fear because you never truly fought the opponent who defeated you.”

What is it about me these days? I can’t seem to find a job, girls avoid me like the plague, my marks are continually dropping in school, I just can’t seem to find success anywhere. I must say that I am hopelessly frustrated with my life. I want to be able to get somewhere. This year was a waste. I sat in front of the comp all day when I could’ve been out there earning money or meeting new people. And now it’s too late. Is there no justice in this world? I ask you. Is there no justice? Everyone else can find success in the blink of an eye, but for me, bad luck just seems to follow me wherever I go. Cruel Irony surrounds me, and its unbearable. I want to have alot of money…I want to be social…I want my parents to be proud of me…Is that so much to ask?